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 Sometimes a feeling of certain inability ... a complete void of personal Power to build affect anything a frozen ... a desire to simply fold into the flow of Life and not raise my hand to volunteer for anything to sink or float  with the stream in abject ignorance ... Why? How is it that some people accomplish so much and others.. well forget others. Me.

 Dizzy with ideas but incapable of the discipline to forge something knowing the Tenacity and singular Fire of Purpose dedicated to one idea .. necessary. As the forces of Civilization tug at me and demand Participation in the simplest matters... (maintaining a car for instance, taxes, money, rent, insurance, responsibility, family..) I need a Secretary. Wah Wah! Your'e giving me a Wah Wah!

  George Harrison's delightful comment on existence.

  What is the G.. O..  D.. factor? How do I accept? How do I take my sword and give the proper
swing at the Whirld. World. Is that the answer? The old 'Do Be Do Be Do..' of existence. Burn up your worries and don't waste another moment of Life. Hah! Rise into the daily flow paddle along where I will.. no I want to paddle to another world.. tired of the lack of the Alternative.

  It's a Vision thing people. What's the Vision Guy? Sustainable world, beautiful world.. 'Only God
Can Lead his People Back unto the Earth again' From Hamilton Camp's Quicksilver classic 'Pride of Man'. His People. Shocking ignorant song, imagine writing a song using both the word God and then His in connection ... obviously a misguided piece of 60's lyric.

  How do we even begin to live in a world where we respect our Environment as long as the Population Blossom of Humanity is not even 'acknowledged' as a .. as a.. as a .. What? A problem.
A challenge. A manifestation of Collective Blindness.. a Necessary phase of the flow of Civilization
in reaching a greater sense of Consciousness.

 The Vision is this I say.. wandering down a Path unfolding in it's Freshness of birth .. Yes We Can!
Live in a world of Life. Celebrate and awaken to a healing sense of Responsibility.. yes even 'response ability.' Cynicism Hah! Who cares?! wrap yourself around it protect my soul from Failure my own and the World's let me say Bleah everything Sucks and Me most of All!
  Phony tough guy! Look at the Millions of beautiful babies all over the earth coming into Life, and the Millions of gray hairs pondering this same Life approaching the next birth .. is this what I have left for the new ones.

  Life is one beautiful event ... We are all connected is not some hokey idiocy of the 60's it's the starting point or the basis of any actual understanding of Life on Earth. Later. I have to go to work now.