Try Talking

Phew!!!

You know you have one good day and the next you are back in fall apart mode.

I'm allright just been lying in bed trying too sleep for the last few hours. This should be prime time for me to be in dreamland,
but no. My plans of being in the city - for photography, music and a visit to the SF Library may still materialize.

Maybe rather than think how I can offer to throw a log off the soul of a woman I sort of fancy, after almost a year of knowing her
and fruitless desire mixed with ....

Or think about Obama and the emptiness vacuosness of Political Leadership in the Democratic and Republican fold. Or think about the Tea Party. Oh I see they threw you out of the Tea Party said a cab driver friend who reads my babble here. God Bless you all.. one or two of you at least. No Kev, they didn't throw me out of the Tea Party just because I had to delete and email exchange I had with local leadership of the Tea Party who didn't understand that I am trying to make a public dialogue of the direction of the Tea Party. God Bless the Tea Party again whether I agree with everything that all those who feel apart of some Rebellious urge that is overtaking this country or not. Thank You God so be it Ride this wave too.

Of course the Republicans are Hell Bent on sucking in the people of The Tea Party and the Media wants that as well marginalizing it still as the 'conservative' response to such leaders as Rush Limbaugh, Michael W. 'Savage' or Glenn Beck people who I don't listen to and wouldn't recognize n the street. Rush I would recognize.

In the meantime apparently we have something called a Federal Deficit Reduction Act... good work gentleman and ladies and then you have the next round of Federal Stimulus coming at us another $50 Billion here or there. The sick War in Afghanistan..
'but Guy... we must defeat Evil' . Defeat yourself. That's what we are doing.

OK am I ready to go to sleep now.. have I got something off my chest. Barely. No. Not enough.

Talk about the real world, Guy. I don't know I see a lot of deer running around on the streets of Marin at night. A lot of nutty humans. I saw a coyote on a street in Mill Valley at 2 AM (no not the 2AM Club) it watched me from the side of the road I stopped the cab and he stayed there looking at me about 10 feet away, yes what do you want he said to me and ambled off after about 10 seconds, I hadn't seen that relaxed a coyote before. I have seen plenty of Foxes usually they are quick to disappear. A fellow cab driver described the scene as he was leaving work about the usual time of 3 AM and as he came off the
exit curve from 101 to SFD westbound before the Bon Air Shellhe said he saw an Owl in the middle of the road with fresh kill
as he drove past slowly in his flashy black Accura he said the Owl would not budge from it's spot in the road and he drove away. I checked out the kill a few days later after seeing the carcass lying in the road. About 2AM I slowed my cab to a just about a dead stop , a fairly reckless move and opened the door as I passed by the 3 or four day old lump of animal that was..
to take a good look. It was what I thought - a bunch of beautiful big feathers still attached. That was not the Owls kill that was in all likelihood a fellow Owl probably it's mate. What do you know humans? Does the pompous arrogant blindness of being a Human reduce us to being a lesser species of Life on the Planet Earth. As Walruses seek land now that there is no Ice.

You still want to send your teenager to High School how many miles away because the one next to you isn't good enough. YOu still drive insane commutes wasting your lives way in traffic jams and cars. You still think it's OK to Jet Set around the PLanet
burning it up on a daily basis. Just slow it down some as Odell said. Slow it down some. I am not responsible that is what we have a government for you say. Slow it down some. Get your bicycle working. Trains are great. Leave your car in the parking lot two days a week. It's in our hands.