Status Update

  Status on 3/10/2021 edited on 3/15

  God knows!

  What I do know is .... my Health and Spirit needs reviving, as it does every day.
   
  Get rid of computers was number 6 on my to do list, today. The last of six items. 

  Instead I am sitting here with a possibly complicated post that reveals how deeply
dependent I am on this form of communication. I own two laptops one PC one Mac
they are both old. I do not want a brand new one. 

  My campaign for Governor of California has not officially started and I ponder if
this thought has been too much of a weight upon my spirit over the last couple of months.

  I am thinking No. There are other factors that are preparing me to step very lightly into
this 2021 with a streamlined methodology.

 Factors like dropping my little Lumix digital
35mm with excellent video capacity, unrepairable!

 Factors like this Health thing again. How
this pressure across my chest, that might be construed as some form of an anxiety side effect
ratchets up so decidedly after 30 minutes with my computer open. So much that I have decided
not to ignore it but to act upon it. That being don't open up the blessed computers...

Another Factor my rapidly diminishing bank account,
precarious!

Another factor my Music at Creek Park that brings me Joy and frustration...
I don't need any additional frustration... I am simply too loose, un-professional, musically
adrift etc... I can't quite pull it together as a Performer. Time to step back. This despite encouraging words from friends who think I may bring happiness to the scene, and 
might be creating enough positive waves to counter my flubs, wildness, lack of rhythm..
enough of that I say.

That's it for the time being In really wanted to do a post entitled fanning the Flames of Racism this from today's observation in the Mainstream Media knowing that there would be front page stories on any Newspaper in America finding Racism somewhere.

   Asian Racism in SF Chronicle
   Eugene Register Guard a new law for Bias crimes
   Atlanta on and on ....

   Healing, reconciliation, engagement way beyond Race as to what we are doing to weave our fabric of
 Life in our Communities towards Peace. In me.